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The Mental Anguish

Ah but with the daily regimen of waking, and being fed comes then the working in harness and the strengthening of an already stout and strong body.

To work takes away from the time to stand and think, contemplating your own existence. In this degrading situation you are caught and held in the lowest esteme. Like those also in harness you sweat and work hard, so hard that often with tugging the load your bowels spew forth a little or a lot.

With the working like an animal your thoughts of being a human in bestial form evade the moment. You act just like any real beast that is worked and used for its strength of body. The exertion is enough to make your insides churn on the morning food and watering; until without much note of consideration to those around you happens urination or the leaving of a pile of rank stench.

It is at certain times, especially when placed tired and aching back into your stall; then comes those anguishing moments, hours, and long periods when the assinine mind has time to reflect, fearing life, and from the human rationale come the horror of what as an Ass life offers for you.


Written by T. K. Rustin

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